Ica A. Javier

Bleh.

I can read all the books that I want, pray every night… Put on a face everyone wants to see… But at the end of the day, when I’m by myself… Every night at least one tear will fall. All I can hope for is time to heal.

To, my future…

“When you speak I will be reminded of Solomons wisdom.

Your ability to lead will remind me of Moses.

Your faith will remind me of Abraham.

Your confidence in Gods Word will remind me of Daniel.

Your inspiration will remind me of Paul.

Your heart for God will remind me of David.

Your attention to detail will remind me of Noah.

Your integrity will remind me of Joseph.

Your ability to abandon your own will, will remind me of the disciples.

But your ability to love selflessly and unconditional will remind me of Christ.”

Excuse Me

I never knew how to fully express my feelings. As of lately it may seem like I’m all… Down and what not, yes a lot is going on with me… But its all in my head. I let it take the best of me sometimes.

I am blessed to even wake up in the morning, blessed to have a stable career, an awesome family and a group of friends who’s always there for me. I do wake up thanking God for another day, a day where I can meet new people and see the sun/ stars (like 5 in Hawthorne) and all of His creations.

Right now, I’m just trying to find who I am… And what else is out there for me.

I. C. A ?

At work, a patient asked what RDA stood for, I told her Registered Dental Assistant.
*patient looks at my name tag
“What does I. C. A stand for?”

Me, *thinks…. *looks down at my name tag..

“oh, that’s my name…”